you make me feel like dansing

( stupid survey )

>>cool song (noticed it just now):
( Can't Be Messin' Around )

>>and... i just had a cool conversation w one of my girlfriends [kyna]...
( conversation w my girlfriend )

you hear that, world?!?!

i love my boyfriend!!!!

hahahaha! :)

au revoir! <3 ♥ xoxo

to PARTY:
have fun, guys! sorry i can't go... i hope a lot of people come and i hope everyone has fun!!! i hope all your boys go and you guys'll be able to bond and shit. haha! don't kill each other, OK??? i know we have a tendency to drive each other completely insane, but hey, it's part of the experience! haha! so have fun [but don't have TOO MUCH FUN w/o me!!!]!! i wanna hear all about it on monday! :)

au revoir! <3 ♥ xoxo

Twork It Out
Usher

Ad Lib: Yo check this here
There's nothing that I'd rather do than spend this time with U, alright?
So why don't we just chill and make it cold cold sexy, U know
U sure lookin' right Spending some quality time

U make me wanna cha, cha, cha, cha, cha...
Yeah right there, jus' keep it right there...
And I know you're gonna like it
Ooh baby, U sure love to
You know what I'm sayin'
Nah, nah, nah ,nah, nah

V1:We been together every day this week
How 'bout a nigga fix U something to eat
And just chill
We ain't gotta wild out just chill
Parlay little woman right here
Sippin on chardonnay
Slip on that Vicky Secret lingerie
'Cause I ain't trying to throw my money away (in the streets)
If I could see U twork it out for me

C:Tworkin' it out
Layin in the cut
Kissing and rubbing and making sweet love
Damn the club tonight
Let's twork it out
just me on you
from 11 till 6 in the morning
I know you like it when I do you like that
Just twork it out

V2:Now that I got U all soakin' wet
I bet you know what's coming next
I'm gonna twork U out
Aw baby let me tell u how
What do you think about me
Tworking' U from front to your backend
Kick back and relax come sit up on my lap shorty
Tonight I'm taking U all the way
Won't stop until U scream my name

Chorus (x2)

Bridge: Morning is coming and I don't wanna let U go
Let's just lay here in this bed of red rose petals
I know that we're spent but
One kiss can make this start all over again
If U want it baby come with me

V3:It's way too treal
The way you're making me feel
The way you're tworkin' is oh so sexy
Ooh baby U sure love to ball
It's way too treal
The way you're making feel
The way U're tworkin' is oh so sexy
Ooh baby U sure love to ball

Repeat Chorus
Ad Libs


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Sooooo.....I'm grounded cuz my mum's being all weird ish...if you guys text me and I don't reply its cux my phone's w/ my mum (she confiscated it last night) but I promise to check it once in a while w/o getting caught cuz I know where she hides it.



au revoir! <3 ♥ xoxo

p.s. i love you!

to everyone that will probly read this
to everyone that won't
to everyone i've known
to everyone i'll meet
to everyone i don't know
to everyone i'll never know

1 word.

fuckthishit

:| people are stupid.

au revoir <3 ♥ xoxo
sana ay makilala kang muli, tulad ng dati. halika at lumapit ka muli... tulad ng dati...

just came from rockwell
now im alone at home cuz everyones at the wake
and i cant go to wakes
theyre scary
im not ready

as i always say [or ask]
would it be out of line if i said i missed you?

michael moscovitz is so cute!
if he was my guy
wow id be damn luckyyyyyy
but hey i know someone that looks like him
well kind of
hahahahahaha
so cool

so as i was sayin
im home alone tonight
well til 11 anyway
i could sneak out if i wanted to
and no one would ever know

i could walk to bel-air
walk to rockwell
walk to the bel-air park
i wonder who's home
i could go to a party - as long as i get home before 11
w/c is when the real party starts
but it'd be better than not goin at all

but i won't haha
i'll stay home
read
sleep
drink
---water
hahahaha

mhmm goin now
au revoir! <3 ♥ xoxo
dont run away from what your heart is sayin!

i dint care when i needed to
but when i finally did start to care

.......................

you know how it goes

au revoir! <3 ♥ xoxo

you know what?
no, you don't.
unfortunately, you don't.
and quite frankly, i don't think you ever will know.
because you don't have the capacity to understand.
and you can't see it.
so i am not going to tell you.
i hope to never ever have to.
and by the way,
no comment.

maybe it's just me.
maybe i'm just acting up because it's that time of the month.
but what happens when people only think of themselves?
they become heartless, self-centered bitches like me.
OK i really think i am acting up.

jeezus.
people really pick the wrong times to fuck things up.
i end up hearing things i don't want to whenever i know i don't wanna hear them.
things always seem to happen right when i don't want them to.

no, OK fine.
i'm OK now.

and my computer (well, this computer) is fucked up
wait brb

I'm my biggest fan? Well, isn't that ... lonely. Hahaha. Of all my 20+ friends, I just had to turn out to be my own stalker.

OK really annoying and freaky thing happened to me... in the mall... again. AHHH! I need to tell someone about it! sooooo bothersome!!

OK, going now! I'll update again later! Good-bye!

cheesy entry up ahead

when I talk to him, it's like... i forget where i am... WHO i am, what words mean... i never know what to say, and all i know is him and what he says to me. it's so weird! like, total blackout of the brain and the whole world dissolves into this invisible black hole and all there is is him. yes. uhm... yeah. hahaha! OK did that make sense? iono. iont think it makes sense that he's the only one in the whole world when i talk to him... i wonder if he feels the same way. but that's so sweet, though. if a guy said that to me... holy crap! i'd just sooo fall over (and someone would care). hahahaha! but, yah. that's pretty much how i feel when he talks to me. that's pretty cool in itself, really. he talks to me! and it seems as if he actually enjoys it. hahaha! that's cool. yeah! rock on! but iont know. hahaha. so confused, still. i don't know what about, or why. it's like being paranoid over an unseen force and OK duh i can't stop paranoia. hits you right where it matters the most and i swear, once it's there, never really goes away. it's nice to be reminded at times... keeps you sane enough. something nice to know... but it hasn't sunken in. hahaha. none of it has. i think i'm in denial. OK stupid thing to say. hahaha! no, but really! sweet denial. a journey that gets you nowhere. OK, iont know what i'm saying anymore. ask alex. we are chatting and i've been saying, "i don't want it, but i do... but it's not right, but it is. i know that it is, but part of my brain tells the rest of me that it isn't." ahh! God knows how much i want it. but... ahh! hahaha! OK this is so stupid. you guys don't even know what i'm talking about. i mean, i can't really say it here... or anywhere. i might jinx things from happening. cuz we all knows where that road leads us to most of the time. i want to go down that road. but what about him? hahaha. whatever. fine. i'll believe. i'll go. whatever. up to him if he wants to follow, i guess.

OK i have to shower now. going to my grandma's house cuz it's father's day and we have this family lunch for my grandfather. yay. hahaha. computer. kazaa! download! i will listen to BOO while i'm in the shower. hahaha. such a dork! ahh! OK au revoir. later, dude!

OK it's 6am... and i'm ready for school. Hahahaha! I woke up in the middle of the night - literally... 12am mann - cuz of a tummy ache. OK, specifically, menstrual pains. AHH! One thing I HATE, absolutely LOATHE, about being a girl is having a menstrual period. OK, shutting up about that now. SO. I have come to realize that my maid loves me. My brother's nanny/yaya thing. He calls her Nana. Hahaha! OK, so I woke up last night and since I sleep in my mum's room (hey, that's actually normal), she woke up, too. And she gave me medicine and everything. OK, so yah. Hahaha. Anyway, that isn't the point of my updating. I just wanted to say something about last night. I said that it was weird in a nice way, right? :D Hahahaha! Made me smile.
There's something in the air tonight... Something that makes me feel alive... What were the words that you said to me that made me feel so special?
Au revoir!

Hello! I'm alive and I'm a sophomore! Hahahaha! Anyway, the first day of school kinda sucked.
SUMMER LIVES ON! YEAH!
I only really have a few minutes to be writing this (try 5 mins), cuz I now have acurfew. I hafta be in bed (not asleep... just literally IN BED) at 9.30. Sucks, I know... but I'll do it. It's OK. I have to make-up for what I dint do last year... I was a bad student last year. Hahaha. OK, uh. Hello! Yah. Tonight's been kinda weird. Weird in a nice kind of way... hahaha! That make sense? Iono. I'm kinda just thinking these things as I'm typing em. Mann, Lakers lost! AHH! What the hell??? That sucked! Uhm, I have to learn how to wrap books... that's one thing I really can't do. Oh and uh, I NEED NOTEBOOKS! Hahaha! Oh, I also want an Ataris CD! AHH! Alex is selling me her Blue Skies one for like 450. Hahaha! Yeah... OK, I have to go now. I think that's my mum texting me to go to her room (she likes texting even when we're at home... weird). Hahaha! OK, good-bye! Good night! Au revoir!

I am alive! YEAH. OK uh. Not so YEAH-ish. So close to liking him, right? So close... but then... hahaha. Oh well. Guess not. I mean, not really. I probly do, I probly don't. But now I know that I seriously don't have a singe chance. Hahaha. Always the bridesmaid, never the bride, right? Close Friend Quality. Right? Hahaha. OK this is really beginnin to suck. Oh but then I've got... the other dude, right? Hahahaha. The cooler one... the... one I get along w more. OK, at least that's what I think. Iont know about him... OR MAYBE I DO. Hahahaha. So confused right now... ahh! Sometimes I feel like I'm just not good enough. Not good enough for any guy... OK or maybe I'm just PMS-ing. Yah. Hahahaha. OK or maybe I'm just acting up... it's that time of the month. Mood swings and everything. But... you know... today was cool. Happy girl today! Hahahahaha! I love Lemon... makes me happy. Hahahahhaa. But OK Iont LOVE, LOVE him, OK? Just a way of saying stuff... just a way of saying that he makes me happy. Hahahaha. Right, OK. Not making sense so Imonna go now. Good-bye. Good night. Au revoir.

I like the name Adam. OK Iont know anyone named Adam, but if I marry a foreigner, I'll name my kid Adam. Yeah! OK, marry a foreigner cuz I honestly think that a Filipino named Adam is just... a bit too weird.
Au revoir
PS
Fear Factor is absolutely horrid and ...twisted. But amusing all the same
And I have a thing for those marquee things
Oh and... I think other people's lives are freakingly interesting... and I mean complete and utter strangers. Makes me curious

OK today was so ultimately fucked up, man

But it's the kind of fucked up that you just laugh about? You know the type? Well, OK. Cuz it's like this...

2 years ago, I had a crush on this dude. Let's call him Miggy. OK so this Miggy dude... nice, hot voice, only guy that ever really made me blush in that way. OK so I had just about the biggest thing for him... I swear. I liked him, and I liked him a lot. Given time, I think I'd have fallen... hard. But that time never came. You get where I'm going? OK yah. But OK, fucked up thing happened... we drifted. We hadn't seen each other in quite a considerable number of months. Ok earlier today, I got to catch up w his cousin, and she slipped... said something she wasn't supposed to say. To cut the story short, the dude likeD me. Yes. He liked me. We liked each other.... but I dint know. I never even had a clue. From the moment I found out (a few hours ago... like 4 hours ago), it hasn't slipped my mind. It's been embossed there madly deep. You know? OK well yah. That's it. totally fucked up, in my opinion.

OK, going now. Sucks. Iont know whether to laugh my head off, scream my lungs out, or to cry my heart out. Yah. Hahahaha! OK, good-bye! Good night! Au revoir!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Maid isn't coming home cuz she's DRUNK. She's DRUNK! Hello?!?!?! I HATE HER. She sucks! OH she is SO gonna get it from my mum when she gets home---TOMORROW. Argh. FUCK

This is Danie

Seriously. It's 3am and I'm not sleepy yet... but OK Iont really wanna sleep yet, but I know I should. My grandparents are eating lunch here tomorrow. It's not such a big deal (cuz I do it all the time), but I'll probly still be asleep when they come... then they'll barge into my mum’s room where I’ll be sleeping and they’ll try to wake me up. It will be a futile attempt to regain my consciousness because all they’d receive would be a bunch of grunts and moans, and I’d be back to dreamland. Oh yes, I know this routine oh so well simply because it happens practically every time they come over.

OK yah. OH, I was in the mall earlier today and I went to the candy store and I ended up buying Reese's Milk Chocolate Peanut Butter Cup ---Scented Lip Balm HAH! COOL! Hahahahaha! So it came in packs of two, but my younger cousin, Heni, got the other one. OH WELL. Whatever. Fine.

Anyway, yeah. OK, going now. I'd better sleep. I might not wake up in time for lunch. Wait. What if ninong comes??? DUDE. OK whole fam, and I'd be dead asleep, knocked off somewhere in dreamland. OK bad idea. Going now! Good-bye! Good night! Au revoir!